February 2010
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September 2009
4 posts
“I want you, but you’re there and I am here and I can’t help but miss you every...”
– (via eletheowl)
“It’s getting so hard to be around you. Because every time I see you, I see a...”
– (via eletheowl)
“He turned around and looked right at me and said nothing. Not even hi. It was as...”
– (via eletheowl) (via peytonsheacaldwell)
May 2009
24 posts
My heart only breaks when it's beating.
I keep thinking about him… us. It sucks. I saw a picture of him today. I swear 78593954 billion memories came rushing to my head. I want to go up to his door and ask him if we can try it again, just one more time is all. I just want to see if one more time is all it takes. I pushed him away in the beginning. This all ended because of me and I can’t let myself live that down. I think I...
Describes my life exactly.
Life's like a novel with the end ripped out.
Is it really impossible to have a good day anymore? School, life, people, friends, and everything sucks now. It has been so hard the past month. I keep remembering last summer, and how this summer is gonna compare to it. There is no comparison… the summer of 2008 was the best one I’m ever going to have. I miss him. I don’t know when I’m going to realize he isn’t...
I took the polaroid down in my bedroom. I'm pretty...
I’m having a day from hell. I woke up and I want to go back to sleep. Cried myself to sleep once again last night. Last night Spencer and I were just having fun and someone had to ruin it and get all mad and stuff. So yeah anyway taht is not what ruined anything. It was amusing. I text Mark Kennedy the other day for the first time in like I don’t know, forever. I miss my past. I wish...
Promises are made to be broken.
I’m having a bad day. I’ve been let down a lot lately and it’s really starting to get to me.
just leave me
tambourineguy:
thats fine, they all leave me when they are done using me.
WatchAngels on the Moon.
Great song.
In keyboarding, boring!
:D
I’ll blog later.
If we stay or walk away there's still one thing...
Yuckyyyy day! Boo-hoo. Tired and sick of drama. She needs to shut her f-ing mouth. She is pissed because she can’t get a guy no matter how hard she tries. Ugh! My best friend signed my yearbook!!! I’m not mad at him anymore. Yay. C:
“Choosing a typeface is not typography”
– Oliver Reichenstein (via hunsonisgroovy)
If he doesn't love you by now, he never will.
I’m in school right now in keybarding. Ugh I woke up late today. So my day didn’t start off so great. It’s cold and I got a dress code violation for my dress being too short. blah it’s whatever. I went to sleep last night quite early but ‘m still grouchy. I have practice this afternoon. Chris is making me feel horrible. C: I’m texting Hunter!!! He’s a...
I lost a friend. Somewhere along in the...
Long time, no write. hehe I felt like my feelings were about to explode! I need to vent. Here it is, I’ve been in a relationship and it sadly ended but we still remain friends. I have had a fairly decent few months. I miss him still! god it should seriously end. :( maybe we’re supposed to be together, <3 hmmm anyway ninth grade is almost over. I’m gonna miss it. Hunter is...
March 2009
2 posts
It's meant to be; just you and me.
My life sucks. I want things back to normal. I thought I wanted change, but I don’t. I want (it) back. I need him back. I just know that isn’t possible. mood: broken, and barely breathing?
The end. D:
It was you that made the choice to walk away.
I have a lot to say. I have been holding everything in for the past like week and it’s about to kill me. I’m sick of drama. I’m sick of boys. I’m sick of people basically. I have had so many things go wrong in the past couple of days that it makes my head spin. I feel so confused about everything. I hate to say it but, IMISSHIM. I don’t want him back I just miss him....
February 2009
18 posts
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
I haven’t written in a few days so I’ll try and say something. Well my day started at about 1 today when I decided to get my lazy butt out of bed. I don’t even remember going to sleep last night. I just kind of woke up in my bed this morning.
I have a secret. :D I really wish I could tell the whole world, but I can’t. Eh, oh well I’m just glad it happened.
I was in...
“It’s not that I miss you, because you aren’t gone. It’s just I...”
– Anonymous
This is it. Let go. Breathe.
I had a game in Louden a little bit ago. I just got home from it. I am so sore today. I have no idea why. I have been bored all day. It wasn’t that bad of a day though. It is Friday the thirteenth. Nothing bad happened though. Well yet. Ha I am switching phones with Riley tomorrow. :D yay
But I’m off here. Bye!
I'm not a princess. This ain't a fairytale.
I’m going through so many changes right now. I don’t like it. I just wish things would hurry up and fall into place. I feel like I need to apologize for something. I didn’t do anything wrong. I don’ think. This is a big world and I will hopefully find my place here soon.
So school was gayyy! I hated it. I was so tired. I felt like crying all day. Either I haven’t...
For once I'm at peace with myself, so I'm moving...
What can I say about today? Well I woke up with a sore throat. I wen to school. First block; keyboarding. Eh. That’s hard. I tried to sleep but the teacher wouldn’t let me. She kept waking me up. Lol anyway I’m bored. I don;t have much to say.
So goodnight.
“Everyday she looks in the mirror and sees the same broken heart.”
– Anonymous
You say goodbye, I say hello.
:D so today was good. Slept till 12:32. ha Lazy? Yuss, I am. But I got up, took a shower, came downstairs and saw my brother. Then about 3 he left. I have sat on the couch on myspace alllll day long. Fuun? Yeah I know it is. Ha not really. But I’m happy. I don’t really like that one guy anymore. I just want to be single and happy for a little while. (:
But goodnight,
comment my...
Loving you was my mistake because I don't miss you...
Hello, first off I’m happy. finally, finally, finally! I really like him. Like a lot alot. :D I don’t want him to have a girlfriend. Ugh. He needs to be single. I got to text him today.
(:
I woke up at about 11:00. My brother called me, came and got me, and went to eat. Then he took me back home. I got on myspace. Made a few changes and then uploaded a new picture. My brother came...
But never once in my mind did I think you could...
I just got home from the game. Yeah I’m sore and tired and just blah. Today was uh okay I think. I can’t really remember it ha. I have a problem. Well when don’t I? But yeah I like him, I like him a lot. I’m scared to tell him exactly how I feel. I don’t want to seem weird, or baby-ish. I haven’t felt like this in a long time. When I’m near him I just want...
I am purple today.
I changed my mind, I’m happy and okay with who I am. I will live life to the fullest.
I promise. Night night
There's nothing you can do or say. You're gonna...
9:15 I have come to a conclusion.
Life is not easy. Life is very hard. I am about to just stop trying. I can’t do this anymore. I keep getting so upset about the littlest things. He is acting so weird. Everything is changing. I’m so sick of this. I just want my life back. When I was happy, when everything was okay. I never had a reason to complain. I am so confused about what to do....
I don't want to fall to pieces I just want to sit...
today= bad day
Courage is when you're in pain, but you keep on...
3:50 I’m waiting on this day to get better. Has it? Nope not at all. School went by so so slow. I felt like I was in each class for like 37495 hours. So I started thinking and I kinda miss things. Like when I look back on things I get so sad because everything is so different now. Maybe it’s for the best, maybe it’s not. If Cody and I were still dating, then today would make...
Comparisons are easily done once you've had a...
I woke up every five seconds this morning to text messages saying no school. After about the 15th text I turned it on silent. I mean thanks for letting me know but not everyone in Crossville needs to tell me. One or two people will be okay. So after that annoyance I finally got some sleep. To beat it all I didn’t even go to sleep until 4:36 this morning. I ended up waking up at 1 something....
Truth be told I miss you. Truth be told I'm lying.
7:14 So today was great. I’m so happy with all the changes that have happened. I am in a better mood than before. I feel like I don’t have to answer to him anymore. I don’t even think about him either. I think I have found someone who is 3465175 times better than Mark. This guy knows exactly how to treat someone. I just haven’t decided if I am ready for another...